woke up damn early on fri morning at ard 920am..ya went to orchard to get my timesheet signed n submitted..then went to take basement 2 walked ard to see if i could do any last min shopping..ya nth caught my eye..then rushed to pasir ris at 11plus..1235pm i got off the train n went to white sands mac..ya i saw him..my darling..aft a long 2 wks wait..he was smiling..i was so excited..he was so much tanner..slim dwn abit..n lookin beta..went to his hse wif him n slacked our aftnn away..gave him his xmas prezzie..the ralph lauren polo tee..could tell he was happy wif his prezzie cos its the design he wanted..he wore it to our xmas eve dinner cum get-together wif frens..looked gd on him..prepared n went off to mit the rest of the 9peeps at 7plus..got a surprise xmas prezzie frm him..guess wot? he bought my wanted-the-most mickey mouse monogram bag for me!! awww..i was so touched n happy wif it..cos since i set my eyes on it at KL i haf been whining n regretin not gettin it at KL..i nv tot i could own tt bag..u made my dream come true..thankz darling u r the best! i love ya! went country manna to haf our xmas dinner..not a bad dinner..i was damn bloated wif the food..thereafter we spent almost an hr decidin where to go for our countdown..durin tt hr the princesses,jenn n me were playin wif the cams n fotoshots..ya call us narcissists! finally decided to go to clarke quay cafe iguana for some chillin..ordered a macho margarita peach flavour! nice drink! cute big cup! real big! shall post the pics up when my laptop is fine k ladies n gentlemen..10..9..8..3..2..1 MERRY XMAS! n my boy n me started sprayin the cans ard the frens ard us..ya we both secretly bought the cans when we got lost wif them..though it was not tt an exciting nite wif partyin..i sort of liked tis yr celebration..no squeezy crowds but fun frens to be..the sight jus looked so warm n cosy..went hm at 2plus near to 3..

sat was awoken by jun boy at 11plus..then 1plus..decided to go to billy's hse to suntan n swim..ya prepared quickly n drove to pasir ris to mit jun boy..was suntanning,swimming n enjoyin myself in the jacuzzi..of cos wif him..felt so sweet when i was wif him..in the evenin went to tamp mall wif bao n billy for our pasta mania dinner n movie Ocean Twelve..a damn borin movie..i gave it only 1 star..he fell aslp durin the show..ya shoo shoo borin..i recommend to u guys if u got xtra money dun bother to catch it..total waste of money..went supper at bedok 85 n he went my hse to stay over..spendin almost every moment together durin his first bookout..enjoyed myself every moment..

tdy went to his hse again n acc him to tamp army store to buy his army stuff..then back to his hse to help him write his biography..then rushed to pasir ris int for his bk in..ya he had bk in..can only see him either on thurs or fri..but i am lookin forward again cos he is havin a longer wkend tis comin wk..4 days i tink..his mum baked some pandan n marble cakes for me..ya quite nice..anyway shall end my blog here..to be contd..missin him lots..

p/s: darlin tml will be the special date wic we both shared..ya anyway happy 6th mth..love ya always..bein wif u has made me a lucky n happy ger!

p/s: dear frens..MERRY XMAS N HAPPY NEW YEAR! liu may u get baleno soon! wong may u be sweeter than ever n ya happily ever aft wif jon..jenn may u be wif prada happily ever after..cher may u be happily ever aft wif jx..jon may u get to eat all the chocos in the world soon (dun fight wif liu liao)..prada may u succeed in yr navy career..charlie may u get yr dream ger soon..bao may u increase yr wealth n get a big bla gf..billy may u become a sgt soon n command the salami world..hong may yr leg get removed frm cast soon..darlin jj may we be together always n all yr wishes come true..as for the others..may u guys be blessed wif gd luck all yr round..n lastly myself..may my wishes come true n the speedin offence be over soon..wish me gd luck!

feeling both happy n sad nw..sad becos i got tt "nice" xmas present frm the toopid traffic police..happy becos my darling is gg to bk out tml noon..ya i am looking forward to see him..aft a long 2 wks wait..gg to wake up early go town submit timesheet then to pasir ris to mit him at the int..then at nite will be our xmas celebration..anyway b4 i end my blog..i am still loving n missing him so much..ok well i am feeling so fed up nw too!

ytd went sch in the morning then to wrk till 10pm then to chinablack..yeah the SIM-UOL bash..damn happening..went wif the 3 princesses,bao,keigo,zl,issac..fun! but it was a nite of dampened spirit later in the nite..met up wif jenny n serene to get my 13 tiks frm them..ya i saw lotsa frens..cindy was der too..well it was too crowded so not able to mit up wif some of them at the dance floor..i was having lotsa fun..music was gd..at the same time..loss wifout jj..hw i wished he was der wif me..was also feelin damn excited cos its been a while since i last went clubbing..oh ya not to forget quite pissed too..shall nt mention the unhappy stuff..anyway its over..reached hm at ard 4plus n KO..

tdy went wrk at ctp frm 12 to 8..freakin tired frm last nite's clubbing..but i was soo soo soo happy aft wrk...ha! rushed all the way frm ctp to DFS orchard burberry boutique to mit up wif bao n billy's mum..she is a typical tai tai man..when i reached der..i saw her wif bags of shopping stuff..prada..chanel etc..but all thanks to her..i finally got my limited edition burberry pink checked wallet..its was becos of her tt bao n i got our wish at 25% discount! though it was still a bomb aft discount but without her i gotta spent even more..sank u billy's mum for helping me save tt hundred bucks! billy's mum's frens are like tai tai too..carryin bags of branded stuff hm..every ger's dream to be a tai tai..*dreaming* lol!

another ting wic makes me so happy tonite is tt my darling jj will be bookin out on xmas eve at 12 noon..i am lookin forward to see him..another 7 days! i miss him soo much..xmas is jus days away..nid to go for some xmas prezzie shopping nxt wk..shall end my bloggin here..too tired to contd..some pics r posted below..the rest nid to wait till my laptop is fine..gg to catch some tv shows b4 turnin in..nitez peeps! missing u always..muacks!

my shoppin spree of ralph lauren n burberry





dearest jj n me at suki sushi n the day b4 he enlist











the rose he gave me b4 he gt enlisted..so sweet of him

i am looking forward to tis thurs SIM-UOL bash at chinablack..lotsa frens gg turn up..the 4 princesses r gg..yeah! bao n zl..tink keigo n his frens gg too..my SIM frens gg too..tink shld be happening huh..anyway wont flop again cos the tiks r bought in advanced..lol..tml i am gg to ralph lauren boutique to shop for my polo tee n xmas prezzie..then to wrk..sux manz..wrkin frm 2 to 10 at taka..any kind soul coming to mit me for lunch?

wanna thanked darling for his lil comforting msg in the afternn..tdy nv tok much wif him..he was real bz wif his army tingy thus jus called n sort of tucked me to bed but i haven slp yet..ironic har..alrite it was jus only a minute fone call..i am contented wif tt..yeah yeah call me mushy or wot..anyway i am missing him alot lo..aiya jus alot la..miss his hugs kisses chubby face biceps smell piggybacks botak head n everyting la..abit kua zhang..lol! b4 i end..i am still lovin u so much since the day we began..10 more days b4 i get to see u..nitez peepz!

my heart was heavy on fri nite itself..spent the whole of thurs n fri wif him..he came to acc me at hm aft our movie of Alexander the Great wif the rest of the guys..we went walked ard town spending our moments together b4 he got enlisted..on fri..drove out wif him in the ard 2plus to town to collect our fotos n settle my pay stuff..then went to tampines army shop to buy his army stuff..thereafter went his hse to help him pack his bag for enlistment..met his mum n dad..seems like his parents r those jovial type who love to say funny stuffs..lol..at ard 7plus went to loyang ktv wif the others..at nite got to eat my pasir ris ban mian n tok the nite away wif the rest..

then came the time when everyone was gg hm..was at his hse..tokin abt the very nxt day..enlistment day..i decided to sms my cm n told her i got rashes n could nt go to wrk..cos i really wan to acc him to tekong the nxt day..i guess it be more comforting for him to noe tt i am wif him the very last moment b4 he gt enlist..i felt tis is wat me as a gf shld do..acc her bf to tekong when he gt enlist..wait patiently for her bf's bookout days..till his ord..i hope tis is the case for us..ya came saturday 11th dec..his enlistment date..sort of overslept n woke up at 11.05am..supposed to force myself to wake up at 1030..prepared at such a speed wic i had nv done..n drove to pasir ris int to mit up wif him..bao billy n sherman were der to send him off too..went to tekong wif him his mum n his bro..while on the ferry..heart was real heavy..i knew he is gg to go off aft our lunch wif him on tekong..in jus a few hrs time..were chattin wif his mum n bro..a cute family who were really joyful..watched the enlistee video n saw jj's oath takin..it was a familiar sight wic i went thru 2yrs plus ago durin my past relationship..tis time it was different kind of feeling..cos i noe my dearest is gg to be away frm me for 2wks on an island where army guys live..had lunch wif him aft the ceremony..its time for us to part..ya tears were swellin in my eyes wic i dun deny..managed to hold his hand for awhile b4 he bid goodbye to me n his family..

nw i can only wait patiently for xmas eve to come..11 more days..wait for his sms n calls everyday..though it was jus a 5min chat..i was contented to be able to hear his voice..to noe hw is he doing..ya he brought my fotos n fotos wic we taken together in to paste on his cupboard..hee..his surprised sms tis morning brighten my day..the content of the sms not suitable for u guys' viewing...but well it was someting sweet..lol..chat wif him at nite for awhile b4 his lights out..seems tt he got lotsa tings to share wif me..his bunkmates his camp his daily stuff..told me he will tell me all on xmas eve..i am waiting..ya i missed u a great deal..missing someone is a terrible feeling..the tot of tinkin of him but nt able to see him is a torture..when i was out wif bao n billy n sherman last nite..felt loss witout jj..bao dey were sayin abt jj nt ard to take care of me liao n stuff lydat..kuku them..i so sad le still teasing me..even took a pic of me wif an empty chair beside me at east coast..super baddy..quite funny wif them tokin the nite away..

every nite b4 i sleep i will tend to see our fotos..sheddin tears of missing u too much..pardon me for my entire post all on his enlistment..it was hard for me..jus want to say out my tots n feelings..thus tis blog limelight was his..tis is the most difficult phase in our relationship..hoped we can sail thru it smoothly together..i will wait patiently each day till yr ord if fate allows us to..i waited b4..though i succeeded in waiting tt 2 yrs..but tt relationship didnt wrk out..i certainly hoped tis one will..cos i put in all my heart n effort into it..we will endure tis together..share our happiness n sadness together..we will put in our best..as the rest depends on fate..waitin for u is not obligation but a way to make tis relationship stronger..sometimes do u guys realise waiting is not really a sad n bad ting afterall..its a kind of hope one bears..a goal one hope to achieve..when the day of waiting stop..it will be a wonderful feeling..for me..i am jus beginning to embark on tis journey of waiting..ya a hope i bear..tt is to see him real soon..then it was the weekends then finally his ord..

was bloggin tis listening to wong's blog page song..i was saddened by it..tears were swelling once again..i miss him alot..jus wan him to noe tt he haf me waitin for him on the mainland..haf someone who love him so much..haf someone giving him moral support at all times..hope all these can comfort him when he is down n stressed up in tekong..okok shall end my bloggin la..if nt u guys gonna complain abt me being mushy longwinded or watever..no choice la..i am real sad jus wan to say out all my tots..vent out my sadness..anyway princesses n my dear frens anyone of u wanna go to my SIM-UOL bash tis coming thurs at chinablack wif me..tiks at 14bucks..i am gg wif my varsity frens too..do tell me asap..last but not least..i miss u very very very much..really alot..i will wait n I LOVE U SO MUCH my boo! muacks..